its tough.

when you give so much to someone
and they constantly criticise.
like nothing is good enough.
yet I’m jumping through hoops .
to have it finally come to what it did
and it all explode like that
was bittersweet.
some of it was anger and frustration
some of it was just honest truth.
but it felt good not to hold back anymore,
to retaliate and make you feel what I feel all the time
just like now.
feels good to get things out
I know it isn’t healthy to bottle things up but thats just who I am.
and its okay to feel the way I feel.
but everything is gonna be okay.
we must destroy the old to make way for the new.
okay I’m done here.
bye.

I’m gonna go on one explosive rant on here soon and thatll be the end of everything. I can’t stand feelin the way I do.

stopsaying-swag:

I don’t want titles.
I don’t want to text all day.
I don’t want cute pictures together.
I dont want you to leave whenever there’s a fight.
I just want you.
I want things back to how they used to be.
I want you around no matter what.
I want things to not be so complicated.
but if you can’t give me that.
then that’s fine.
ill find someone who can.
even tho I’d rather have that with you.

ill miss you more than anything.

I guess this is all for the better.
maybe in another time or another place
things would be different.
ofcourse, my heart aches.
but ill live.
I need to be alone for a while.
I see so much in you that no one else sees.
all a thing of the past now.
ill miss you more than anything.
but ill be strong, for the both of us.

-and just like how you asked if I meant what I said before , I did and I still do.

street lights.

I don’t want titles.
I don’t want to text all day.
I don’t want cute pictures together.
I dont want you to leave whenever there’s a fight.
I just want you.
I want things back to how they used to be.
I want you around no matter what.
I want things to not be so complicated.
but if you can’t give me that.
then that’s fine.
ill find someone who can.
even tho I’d rather have that with you.

SoHo.